No.

I keep thinking about . . . how we're both dead. No, that we were both unsure about it. Being dead. And he still had things he wanted to do.

[ was he happy? being with dolph? he likes to think so. but he thought that about alex too. ultimately, there will be larger commitments. whatever happiness dolph provides is paltry to that. ]

I just hope it isn't what he thought. That it's . . . better.