[ Modified...being born with a power that awakens in a moment of intense stress isn't quite the same as having your body altered by someone else. Different from most people, even if on him it was harder to see. They hadn't asked for it, but no one had physically changed him, unlike Dolph. And Livio, apparently. ]
That happened to him too, huh. Sounds like you had a lot to talk about.
[ Especially for someone who seems to feel so outside everyone else...it must be hard, losing that.
Levi isn't prone to something that could be called hopeful thoughts, but he can't seem to not try offering some - it's not often that people return...but it's not unheard of, either. ]
[ dolph cradles his mug. coming back . . . would that be a good thing? is he allowed to nurture that selfish wish?
he wonders now, if he met vaeros, would the shape of his wish be different? you know there are no happy endings for us. he pushes it aside. alex was wrong. he was wrong.
so dolph nods slowly, letting the warmth seep through the metal in his arm. ]
[ Tayrey had gone and returned again, but it seemed before he knew it, she was gone again. Had her second wish been fulfilled as well, whatever it was? Could Vaeros be so generous?
Was she happy, at least?
Answers he'll never have. ]
Suppose that's all anyone could hope for, if they get brought back.
[ Fucked if he knows how it works, though. Could it happen to him? Could he be sent back only to return again, having lived through whatever future awaits? Would his feelings about this place change if that happened? It's a troubling thing to think about. ]
[ Levi isn't a very tactile person. There have been a handful of moments where they've touched in the past, many of which he initiated. But being touched often still takes time for him to acclimate accepting from another person. His fingers twitch reflexively under Dolph's hand, just the slightest motion, but he doesn't pull away. For a few seconds, he looks at their hands, then at Dolph, and something seems to unwind a little.
Levi settles his other hand over the top of Dolph's larger one, holding it between both his own and giving a gentle squeeze. The difference in size is a little amusing, but Levi's hands are strong. ]
[ dolph isn't either. but he's trying. and he hopes his intent translates better. they've all lost people. they're all the same. is it a comforting thought? perhaps for dolph, who has always been kept at a distance, it is. ]
[ It seems to, and those words likewise seem to bring out a softness that perhaps Dolph hasn't seen much from him before. People are people, and loss is something Levi knows all too well...they both do.
If there's some solace to be had, then good.
Still, he can never quite accept such sentiments very gracefully. Levi lifts his chin a bit, gaze sliding away briefly. ]
Thanks for letting me in the door.
[ Especially after their last conversation. ]
Meant what I said earlier, if you need help moving stuff. You know how to find us.
[ and he's not sure how much meryl wants. she's been reticent and dolph hoped reaching out helped, but she wants to be on her own. astarion is gone too. at least he's used to loss enough not to dwell too long on it. ]
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[ Modified...being born with a power that awakens in a moment of intense stress isn't quite the same as having your body altered by someone else. Different from most people, even if on him it was harder to see. They hadn't asked for it, but no one had physically changed him, unlike Dolph. And Livio, apparently. ]
That happened to him too, huh. Sounds like you had a lot to talk about.
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[ livio didn't say much, rightfully so. dolph thought after some time, that would change. he thought there would be more time.
he breathes it out. ]
It was nice. Sharing that with him.
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[ Especially for someone who seems to feel so outside everyone else...it must be hard, losing that.
Levi isn't prone to something that could be called hopeful thoughts, but he can't seem to not try offering some - it's not often that people return...but it's not unheard of, either. ]
Maybe he'll come back, someday.
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he wonders now, if he met vaeros, would the shape of his wish be different? you know there are no happy endings for us. he pushes it aside. alex was wrong. he was wrong.
so dolph nods slowly, letting the warmth seep through the metal in his arm. ]
Maybe he will. On his own terms.
[ maybe livio will find a reason to live. ]
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Was she happy, at least?
Answers he'll never have. ]
Suppose that's all anyone could hope for, if they get brought back.
[ Fucked if he knows how it works, though. Could it happen to him? Could he be sent back only to return again, having lived through whatever future awaits? Would his feelings about this place change if that happened? It's a troubling thing to think about. ]
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One step at a time, right?
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Levi settles his other hand over the top of Dolph's larger one, holding it between both his own and giving a gentle squeeze. The difference in size is a little amusing, but Levi's hands are strong. ]
Yeah.
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Thanks for stopping by.
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If there's some solace to be had, then good.
Still, he can never quite accept such sentiments very gracefully. Levi lifts his chin a bit, gaze sliding away briefly. ]
Thanks for letting me in the door.
[ Especially after their last conversation. ]
Meant what I said earlier, if you need help moving stuff. You know how to find us.
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[ and he's not sure how much meryl wants. she's been reticent and dolph hoped reaching out helped, but she wants to be on her own. astarion is gone too. at least he's used to loss enough not to dwell too long on it. ]